Colliver,

I hope you do not think that people are beating up on you here. I think that your intentions are quite good. You are showing an interest in physics without anyone sticking a gun to your head and you are trying to communicate what you feel is a finding to others. The wall you are running into each of us ran into in our own pasts and many of us do not want to see you lose your interest.

Conjectures would give me comfort to explain things that seemed a mile over my head. Metaphors are still used but scientists know that the metaphors and similes used will be replaced by reasoning. Poetry often knocks at the door of science with a question it cannot answer and invites the scientist to shatter the metaphor and bring more comforting sense and that should be distinguished from having one's ego being massaged. Insisting that MY conjecture is right and something to defend is not the same thing as taking the responsibility for what experimental results within the framework of a controlled risk environment have answered which puzzles we were trying to resolve.

The more I dove into mathematics of the forces, the more I found comfort with the components that make up the forces and you will likely take the same journey if you pursue this area. Realizing those components allowed me to raise better and more realistic possibilities than can be predicted with conjecture. Imagination found more building materials that have more applications in everyday life.

Even your view about "opposite charges attracting" to describe "anode/cathode" interaction needs some serious review. Electricity does not quite do that. If there are two given battery terminals and one has two billion positive ions at one terminal while there are only two million positive ions at the other terminal, then there will be a voltage potential between the two and electron current can flow along a circuit and load hooked up to such a battery. So do not look for "opposites" when studying electrical pressure. Look for "differences" of potential.

And, most important, look more slowly. It might not make sense to hear this but the slower you go, the faster you will catch up and that catching up should take a few years at the least. That is not a very long time at all.