I should rephrase that statement, thanks for noticing. It should read "believing in God as my views are changing (which is my goal) and not being able to as I've understood Him in the past...". I thought that was clear from the context, but looking back I can see it's not. I've been up all night for various reasons, sorry. I think it's fixed now

I still stand by the "it being difficult" part. Thanks for the heads up!

I'll check later after I've had some rest and see if I make more sense.

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