Dang. I just realized something when writing my last post. One must be particularly careful about what feelings or events they tie memories to. The feeling for things I need to do during the day is tied in with an almost anxious feeling, since I might feel that a few times during the day, especially when I'm working. It's generally now tied in with a "to-do" list at this point, which actually helps the feeling subside when I'm going over it, unless what I need to do causes more anxiety. But in even just writing that last post and now this one, I almost feel an anxiety attack coming on, even though I rarely get stressed since I tend to keep my life pretty simple, and maybe that's why. So apparently, it goes both ways, and that's not a good thing. I have noticed that whenever I try to think of things I need to do each day, I start to get anxious for no apparent reason. It makes me feel like whatever task I need to do is ten times worse than it is. I'll need to find different feelings to associate with them, then, like I do with physics and mathematics. Those feelings are enlightening and almost spiritual, which is probably part of the reason I enjoy it so much. Of course, those feelings were already there, so they are the most common to associate with anyway.

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Let's put together the pieces of The Grand Puzzle . (website - now revised)

"Let's define another operator, Sz, which we won't pay any attention to."
"This transformation will automatically make zero equal zero."
"It may be true that zero equals zero -- and that is certainly an equality -- but I don't want to go into the details at this time."