Hi Iceman,

I think I have a reasonable understanding of what you are going through. I have been fascinated with astronomy since childhood, and was a long-time amateur astronomer.

Then one night as I was setting up, I suddenly realised that I wasn't setting up because I wanted to - rather it felt like I was going to work, something that I was supposed to do rather than something that was going to bring me the joy I once remembered.

So I backed off. Found a new hobby to pique my interest. Rather sadly, I fully expected that I would never wheel my SCT out again. Instead, and to my surprise and immense gratification, I started to find myself getting the telescope out on irregular occasions when there was something special I wanted to share with the kids. Then my local school asked if I could do a show for them - and the excitement and enthusiasm of those kids reminded me why I had loved the hobby so much in the first place.

Now, I don't get the scope out 3 times a week as I once did - maybe it doesn't come out for months at a time. But when I do get it out, I love viewing just as I did 30 years ago.

Rest easy mate - it gets into your blood. Find something else to occupy your attention if you feel jaded - astronomy is a patient and forgiving spouse, and she'll still be there waiting for you when you are ready to go back.

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