Josh,
Think of it this way. What would happen if you woke up tomorrow and couldn't work at anything and you couldn't do what you wanted to do? You never know when everything could be taken from you. Trust me on this, I would follow your passion. You may never get the chance in the future.

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Some try to tell me, thoughts they cannot defend,... - Moody Blues.

Neptune- The original Dark Matter.

The author feels that this technique of deliberately lying will actually make it easier for you to learn the ideas. - Donald Knuth