Reptile, I can't say this loud enough: IF YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING, AT LEAST GIVE IT A TRY. My son was informed at ages 12-15 that he didn't have the mental tools to excel at math or the sciences. Based on some stupid standaridized tests. Today, he's a Phd candidate in astrophysics at one of the major universities in the U.S., and he loves every minute of it. Wanting something is a powerful tool. Don't sell yourself short.