My Persian Rose is back in the hospital somewhere in Geneva Switzerland. I am so scared that she may not leave this time. I just don't know, she won't tell me how bad things are anymore. I have pleaded with her to let me come to her, but she doesn't want me to see her this way. Some friends say I should go find her anyway, but I think that if you love someone, you have to respect their wishes when it comes to something as personal as how they wish to die. I can't concentrate on work, I can't concentrate on anything. How I do love that woman!!