Chunky
26-October-2006, 03:40 AM
i posted some poems before and they deleted it...but i think the mods only deleted it bc they were...well...kinda dark....but this one isnt dark...only sad...so..if i broke a rule then im sorry....
Melissa..Melissa
what have you done
you played with my heart
but to me you were the one
i opened up to you
showed you its ok
i said you could leave him
and ill be there to say
"you are my world"
"you are everything to me"
"you are the happiness"
"that has always set me free"
"you are my love"
"my only joy in this world"
"knowing i have you"
"is all i want, nothing more"
i would have loved you
opening my arms for you to stay
i would have showed you happiness
but you decided not to stay
now i am alone
fearing the phone when it rings
thinking of how you ended it
it seemed so wrong to me
baby girl i love you
i want you to know this is true
I'm sorry for the fights
and all the pain you went through
the only reason i started them
was because he loved you too
ever since you told me
he was coming down to stay
i had this pain in my chest
not unlike today
they were all because of him
the worry he put me through
my thoughts of him
made me feel so used
every fight i started
all your lies were entwined
i wanted to believe you
but it was so hard this time
you told me not to worry
you said things wouldn't change
you said you loved me
and you wanted me to stay
but look at us now
and the pain I'm going through
I'm crying even now
as I'm writing this to you
i just wanted happiness
maybe a little joy
but in the end
i was your little toy
Melissa..Melissa
what have you done
you played with my heart
but to me you were the one
i opened up to you
showed you its ok
i said you could leave him
and ill be there to say
"you are my world"
"you are everything to me"
"you are the happiness"
"that has always set me free"
"you are my love"
"my only joy in this world"
"knowing i have you"
"is all i want, nothing more"
i would have loved you
opening my arms for you to stay
i would have showed you happiness
but you decided not to stay
now i am alone
fearing the phone when it rings
thinking of how you ended it
it seemed so wrong to me
baby girl i love you
i want you to know this is true
I'm sorry for the fights
and all the pain you went through
the only reason i started them
was because he loved you too
ever since you told me
he was coming down to stay
i had this pain in my chest
not unlike today
they were all because of him
the worry he put me through
my thoughts of him
made me feel so used
every fight i started
all your lies were entwined
i wanted to believe you
but it was so hard this time
you told me not to worry
you said things wouldn't change
you said you loved me
and you wanted me to stay
but look at us now
and the pain I'm going through
I'm crying even now
as I'm writing this to you
i just wanted happiness
maybe a little joy
but in the end
i was your little toy